Tohle jednou řeknu sama:

Nepřestala jsem tě mít ráda,
jen jsem se naučila bez tebe žít.
Nebylo to snadné,
ale bylo to snažší než zapomenout.

BUDE TO LEPŠÍ. VÍM TO.

Without communication.

30 December 2006

I am waiting

I can´t do anythink more...
Only waiting
Every girl waits for her prince
But now I needn´t wait
But I wait
I know
You had to...

03 December 2006

To proste neexistuje nejaka spriznena duse, ktera by byla ochotna respektovat me a me posahane ja??? A jestli nekde jsi. At jsi, kde jsi, tak se ozvi, bo me uz tu to samotnou nebavi. A nedelej si ze me srandu!

Náhoda? Osud? Prokletí? Ne. Život.

Proč ta holka zase brečí? Asi bude smutná... Jen si breč, uleví se ti.

HNUS?

Ne, TVOJE OKO! Miláčku.

Velmi pěkně, příjemně, upřímně a umělecky strávený večer. :)

Dnes jsem spala se Supermanem!

A taky to no...:)

Zatraceně doje*aná

Takhle jsem někdy vypadala???
A zase budu.

Hrůza, děs, strach a samota.

Ten pocit, kdy se nemůžu nadechnout. Klepou se mi kolena a větve borovice jen hrůzostrašně narážeji do vyplně oken. Celou noc. A vítr si nedá pokoj ani přes den. V hlavě mám zaraženou železnou tyč a jen vzpomínám a přemýšlím. Teplota se mi mění z hodiny na hodinu. Probouzím se spocená a nemůžu usnout. Třeští mi hlava. Myslím na ni. Jak ji je. Celé ty dny.V té výšce. Nic se nedaří. A druhá na to zůstala sama. Jsou to tady jen bláboly a nikdo jim možná nerozumí, ale já je musím dostat ven z hlavy.
Nechci nic. Vůbec nic. Jen obětí. Pořádné obětí. Plné lásky, důvěry a pomoci. Vím, chci toho hodně, ale jsem ochotná za to dát všechno.
A ještě něco. Vymazat mozek. Ty myšlenky. Dát je pryč. Prý mě podvedl... škoda lásky, kterou jsem tobě dala? Ne...
Asi jde na mě zase teplota. Nesmím se takhle vysilovat. Už chci obout nové botky a jít ven. S bublifukem a hopíkem. Jako dřív. A smát se.
Měla bych teď tančit a vymýšlet choreogrfie. Ležím tu jak plezmero. A v noci jen budím a otravuju rodiče, jak nemůžu spát.
Pojedu do Prahy, závodit. Skončím poslední, to vím, ale budu tam. S nejlepšíma gymnastkama celé republiky. Budu běhat. Mám boty, sluchátka a jakési to měřidlo. A taky mám tělo plné hlenů.
Nečtěte to. Je to shit.
Dojebaná, opravdu dojebaná.
Trojka z bioly.
Sama. Naši jedou za babičkou do Olomouce. Mám jít do orchestru, ale asi to nezvládnu.
Miliiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii, mám tě ráda.
Tahle fotka nikdy neměla být viděna, ale co. Je to minulost. A ukazuje tu největší slabost.

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"Jak jsem se teď díval klenbou stromů na oblohu, po které hnal vítr bílá oblaka, miloval jsem v tu chvíli tu krajinu tak, že jsem měl stejný pocit štěstí, jako když byl člověk právě se ženou, již doopravdy miluje, a teď cítí, že se vybraná studna znova naplňuje a voda už je zase nahoře: člověk ji nikdy nedokáže vyčerpat úplně, i když se dostal ke dnu, chce víc a víc, chce mít, chce být, chce se do ní ponořit, chce aby mu znova a znova patřila až na věčnost, na věčnost, která trvá a trvá, až najednou náhle skončí; snaží se zadržet čas a někdy ho zadrží tak dokonale, že se nemůže dočkat, až uslyší, že se zase rozběhl, a pak se mu rozbíhá příliš pomalu. Ale jestliže se vám podařilo milovat se s ní šťastně a bez rmutu, nepřestane vás milovat a už nikdy nebudete sami; ať pak miluje kohokoli, ať odejde kamkoli, vás miluje víc. Když se člověk miloval s nějakou ženou nebo třeba s nějakou krajinou, měl štěstí, a i když pak třeba umře, už na tom nezáleží."

"Ve škole" se mi záčíná líbit víc a víc :p Připadám si tam jako doma :p - dělám si, co chci :p

Trofej? Ci jak se nazvat?

Jen pro chtivé

Toto je pouze výplod mojí mysli. Komu se nelíbí, nemusí ho číst. Nikoho se neprosím. Bude to pubertální ne-li dětský, trapný, naivní, ale mě nápomocný text.

Hledám. Ne teď. Až po Londýně :) Ale klidně se můžeme poznat. Nebudu říkat, že nezáleží na tom, jak vypadá... Vždycky vás protějšek MUSÍ přitahovat...

Starší 19,5 let.

Patka podmínkou (nebo aspoň malilinkatý náznak, já už si to dopěstuju ;). Upravené nehty. Velký hrudník, ZADEK, pěkné nohy. Vysoký. Pěkné oblečení.

Sportovec, UMÍ TANČIT (nemusí to být žádná klasika nebo latina, ale aspoň cítí rytmus a baví ho to), neposlouchá nějaké elektro, hardcore, jungle, metal apod... Prostě U2, TB, FF, SS a nějaké kytarovky :)

Umí se zpříma podívat do očí, nelže, miluje smích, zvířata, děti, Milinku, překvapuje, nebojí se, gentleman (nic extra, jen mě nemusí přibouchnout do dveří), chce poznat mé přátele, neřeší zbytečnosti, uznává mé názory a koníčky, podporuje mě, nápomocný, bavící se i ostatní, zajímá se, čte, nosí mě v náručí...

Já si počkám a vím, že se dočkám. Už teď tě miluji.

P.S. Dobřinku, ty se neozývej, ju? ;) :-*

A tohle Mili pomáhá :p

Všechno viděl, všude byl, všechno slyšel, všechno řek, Čechy by osvobodil
A bore bore bore boreček
Jasnej zrak, jiskra v oku, rychlý uzly mozkový, tím že dneska oslní jako dneska osloví
Opět stoprocentně in, opět stoprocentně šik jasný fávo salonů a battlů suprbojovník
Všude být, všude dýl, všude líp, já snad mám dost sil bych ho zbil
Páč on vteřinu od vteřiny, minutu po minutě, hodinu od hodiny kafrá jak dávat krutě
Kecá ti do života, víc než bys řek
Je to borec borec borec boreček jou

Jsi totiž borec, rozenej atlet, máš nadhled, seš znalec, jsi mistr v oboru všech názorů klasika konec
Bez diskuze, nemá to cenu pochybovat že by šlo snad něco jinak
Vííď jsi malej zázrak, přírodní úkaz, nech si důkaz žádnej nátlak
Ba naopak žeru ti z ruky kápo, nechceš odznak seš horkej kandidát na to ho dostat
Nevim, za to tě musel Bůh takhle trestat
Jsi šampion, jsi specialista, na všechny místa, ředitel země voda vzduch, zpáteční futurista
Ty jsi dnešek co znamená už zejtra, jsi eňo ňůňo maestro perfekt numero uno luňo
Vteřinu od vteřiny, minutu po minutě, hodinu od hodiny, ty meleš pořád krutě
Jsi boreček, včera dneska zejtra teď
Ty jsi borec borec borec boreček

Kecáš mi do života víc než bys řek
Jsi borec borec borec boreček jou

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